I know that some of my readers are here because of our mutual love of poetry. And the Where Angels Can’t Follow blog tour is not going to speak to that. So, here’s a new poem I wrote yesterday, which was a hard day for me. I didn’t fall into the hole in my calendar, but I did keep busy with random chores, freezing meals to a ridiculous degree (who needs that much spinach lasagna?!), and finishing the day out with a drink. Odin, the German Shepherd who seems to know when my days are difficult, did not leave my side.
The days we used to celebrate
become holes in the calendar.
Anniversaries that got crossed out–
absent champagne, flowers, and cards.
Birthdays that aren’t
for people that aren’t.
Days when the world stopped
and our lives fell
into a pit disguised as an ordinary day.
It’s a dubious privilege of aging–
learning how to span the shaky debris over those holes.
I’ll tell you my secret:
don’t look down.